4th of the month - Memories will never be forgotten, but I got to walk out of this.

So much happened for the past 2 months that I don't even know how to start.
5 years, gone in a flash, because of my own mistakes.
Year after year, lies after lies.
I guess I took everything for granted and maybe you're right, I didn't love you enough, nor did I respect the relationship enough.
I was the world to you and we even thought of a future together.
You were perfect, but I destroyed everything.

I wish we could go back to the times when things weren't so complicated.
How I asked you out for our first movie date and we watched "Princess and the Frog".
How we studied at East Coast Park McDonalds or West Coast Community Centre.
How I sneaked peeks at you during lessons.
How we used to fight over who said hi first on MSN.
Those were the days.

I'll never forget.
All our cafe dates.
All your little actions that never fail to make me feel so touched.
All the little surprises during birthdays/valentine's days.
All the praises that you gave to me even though I knew I wasn't that good.

Maybe even up till now, I don't know what love is.
But in every failed relationship, there're lessons learnt.

I've learnt that I must treat people the way I want to be treated.
I've also learnt that I cannot take people for granted.
Most importantly, I'd rather be hurt, than be the one hurting someone.

I will never ever make the same mistakes again.

I wish I can still be there for you but I guess this is the end.
Going separate paths, I never thought things would turn out this way.
But it's the best for us because you deserve someone better, and this is the only way to make it up to you and to be fair to you.
I wish you all the best, and I'll never forget.
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