2015 - The year that I got confirmed as a HR Executive.

Working in an office environment has made me realised so much.
Such as how to drag myself to work everyday despite not being a morning person; how to protect myself from unpredictable circumstances/threats; how to put on a false front; how to laugh along even if I don't mean it.
Still trying my best to adapt to the working society, but reality can be harsh and way too judgmental.

I guess I don't really like being in the office from 9am-6.30pm everyday because it can get monotonous and life feels as if it has no more meaning.
It's like I'm wasting 9.5 hours every single day.
But I yearn for the stability that I can at least get a decent pay every month, even though I am still under-paid.

Irony of life: You don't like what you're doing, but you just have to suck it up and do it anyway, because you need the money to survive.

Yes, I do agree that money isn't everything, because money can't buy love/kinship/friendship.
But, without money, it's impossible to survive.

Nonetheless, I'm glad I finally got a job to support myself.
No longer counting on my mum to pay my bills and I love how happy my mum looks every time I treat her to a meal.
Also love how happy my grandma would look whenever I give her monthly allowance.
The amount of money that I give may not be a lot, but it's really the thought that counts.

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2015 - Our 4th year together.

We've come thus far and I really appreciate how he's always there to support me when I'm down.
He accepts me for who I am and gives me the love that I have always wanted.
He may be a quiet person but he never fails to listen to everything that I say and he proved me right so many times that actions indeed mean more than words.

Little acts like fetching me from my grandma's house to my mum's place at night even though he's so tired and still has assignments to complete; buying me lunch (and my favourite bubbletea) just because I'm too lazy to get out of bed; surprising me with macarons; caring for me when I'm sick; saying how he loves me even without any makeup on; and the list can just go on and on.

I believe God sent him to me for a reason, because he brought so much happiness into my life and I wouldn't want to trade him away for anyone else.

I may not have been a very good girlfriend and for the fact that I have scary mood swings sometimes, I'm quite thankful that he still sticks around.
I will try my best to become better, so thanks for being my sunshine and may we have many more years to come. ♥






I love you ♥
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