Tuesday, January 18, 2011 | 10:13 PM | 0 comments
Disappointment, yet again.All these while, I chose not to hear/speak about your issues because I don't want to think about them and get hurt myself.
Yet, you just don't learn from your mistakes at all.
Please, learn to be sensible.
All I want is for you to quit gambling and stop lying to those people who care for you.
Don't you know that all the lies you've said really broke their hearts?
Even I can't take it anymore.
You are someone who should be playing an important part in my life, but why is it that you can't do it and still refuse to change for the better?
You don't know how much you've hurt me because all these time, I have been acting as though I don't know a thing when I am in front of you.
I put up a tough front because I am trying to deny the fact that I know everything that you did.
I don't want to care because the more I think, the more frustrated I would get.
I really hope you will know how I feel but I can't bring myself to tell you all these because it would seem rude.
This sucks.
The feeling of wanting to tell you everything that is making me unhappy but yet, I can't.
I hate bottling things up but I have no choice.
All I can do now is to pray for you every now and then, hoping that you would change.
Dear God,
Please listen to my sorrows as I pray to you sincerely.
I pray that this person whom I am talking about will learn to have faith in you as well God.
God, please forgive him of all his sins and teach him the right values in life.
I know I can trust you God.
I pray that he can stop gambling and lying.
Please let him change for the better.
In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Love, Grace.