Been long since I last updated my blog because I don't have the time and I am kind of lazy to blog nowadays.

Commontest is slowly creeping in with the time loss.
I am quite worried that I won't be able to finish studying everything on time.
Have only managed to study Econs but what about Maths/CSE/GSC?
I am screwed.
Hoping for a D for all subjects but my GP is already ruined.
I don't even know if I can pass GP because I screwed my essay upside-down.
I shall just hope for the best now.

Been studying almost everyday and I am really desperate for some fun now.
I am so going to enjoy myself for a while after commontest.
Shall let myself loose for some moments before I start to study again for MYE.

Anyway, I've been thinking lately about some stuff and I am slowly realising that the world can be so deceiving.
It is as if most truths are hidden underneath the masks that people are wearing.
But why can't everyone be more true to themselves and to everyone else?
It would make life so much simpler and happier.

I want to stay in my own shell, thinking that it's okay to trust everyone around me.
Yet, the truth always hurts.
I think it's time for me to really grow up and be more skeptical, even though I don't want to.

Perhaps many would say that there is nothing wrong in wanting to trust people and yes, I do know that.
But what about the future?
Am I just going to be involved in some kind of politics/backstabbing actions even if I did nothing?
No, so I better change my wishful thinking that everyone can be trusted because there are all sorts of people out there in the world.

From now on, I shall only trust those whom I think I can trust.
So please, to those whom I really trust, don't break my trust in you, because I won't be able to take it.

Love, Grace.
Living in my own ignorant world whereby there are no deceits/lies.
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